Hiding

 Day by day my soul dies
slowly, the time pass
and each minute means
a diferent grade of pain

But sun always come back
even after the darkest nigth
that's what always people said
when saw the sadness on my eyes

And something cold gets inside me
growing, making me inhuman
ressistent against a little lightning of hope
because it knows that that can destroy me, us

So now I can't laught
I just smile as a mask
to hide myself inside the wall
the wall will always protect me
against the happines, because the happines
always bring the suffering behind

Why is so hard just sit down in front a computer and talk about something in another language????

I just don't know it, I just know that everytime I try to do a post, I spend a lot of time sitting here in my desk, imagining what I'm going to post, and at the end I left the computer whitout have done anything. That is so pathetic, isn't it????

If I don't talk about nani, then I'm not me!!!!

Have a pet is such a big responsability but they give you all the love that have to give, If you love them too of curse

They are there always, and even when they can't understant our words, they can understant our feelings, and sometimes they can cheer up us better than persons, and its because we don't need empty words, we need simple, real and wounderful love <3

Yes I have a pet and I'm a disaster taking care of myself, but I love her so much, that I never forget about her needs.

She is my perfect turtle NANI ^^

I love that picture, I never thought that she were going to stay in that position for the picture, but she were xD

Frustration!!!!

I feel like when I was a child and my mom discovered that I had broken something in the kitchen and she got angry and then dissapointed of me, making me feel really awful (I don't remember if this is the right way to writte this word).

Why????

I haven't the scotland-german teacher anymore because the stupiest persons in my class went to talk with the principal and told her that they didn't understand to our teacher because he said almost everything in english and then the principal decided to change our teacher T.T

But that happend a week ago.....

I'm dissapointed of myself because today our new teacher (since a week ago) made us a kind of test in a game, about everything we had already view (two units from the book that we are starting) and none of us pass, I mind everyone lost.

The game was in teams, and it was like a maze, and to advance we had to throw a dice, and write a sentence acording to what he said, and he said things like: "write a sentence with stative verbs" (that was the sentence that he said to my team U.U'') and if you didn't know, well you just didn't advanced and well not even a team advanced.....

But the thing that kills me was his dissapointed look, I had to STUDY HARD!!!

New teacher

I haven't been so excited about go to english class until now, we have a new teacher that isn't from here, he is from scotland and his spanish is a joke (That is what he says, I'm not being bad), and the good thing of this is that we have to speak in english because if we don't speak in english he is not going to understant us, so I think that I can learn a lot more ^^

Hate

I hate, those "human beings" that talk bad about my Mexico.

This is a lonely place ^^

Well, that doesn't sorprise me, because I mind, Who wants read a blog in a very bad english written by a girl that never ever knows what the hell say???,  But thanks God, the things are like this, because in this way, I can make mistakes, without shame xD, so thanks all of you for don't be here, I love you, kisses and stay without be here (?) hahahahaha